When I get the chance to hug you I feel at peace. For a brief moment I want to forget what has happened and start over. I wish we were capable of making it work. I know I'm supposed to be strong, hold no grudges and move on. You've hurt me. I've never expressed that to you longer than an argument. I know that's what you're supposed to do, but I want to hate you, then I hug you and I'm so torn inside.
I knew since the moment I met you I loved you. I wish you were able to fight for me. I wish you were able to fight for yourself. It's sad to watch us fall apart but I can't hold is all together. I am learning to let you go but some days are harder than others.
